I hope you’re doing okay. I worry about you often and wish I knew if you were happy and staying clean.
Anonymous
if yr wondering how i’m doing,,u can just like,,ask me,,idk. not sure why u even concern yrself with it like that tho. i mean, i appreciate it, but i’m not a significant part of yr life and i have no effect on it. worry ab yrself, yr life, those who are close to you or smth. things that matter. right now i am far from happy, and things are changing in a way that they’re about to get a whole lot worse and it isn’t within my power to prevent it. i’m still clean but it’s been a struggle staying that way. i feel very miserable, unmotivated, hopeless, purposeless, empty, and alone, and i’m scared for the near future. honestly considering just running away from my problems and moving across th country again idk. i desperately want to not have this life anymore
Dismas, one of the two thieves crucified beside Christ, agonizing on the cross. Pietá (detail), Konrad Witz ~ ca.1440
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